"The one"

Once in your life you'll realize that the person standing in front of you,the person who you spent almost half of your life time with,the person you thought you love more than your life.. is not the one...

Sometimes when you've been together for a long period of time.. your partner tends to be too comfortable that he/she takes you for granted. no more sweet messages..no more cuddling and quality time..no more hugs and kisses..the love starts fading..romance died... and the gap widens each day... before you know it.. you become total strangers..

You will feel pain sucking your flesh and pulverizing your bones.. sadness penetrates within.. and you' ll have hard time breathing.. you hear you inner voice telling you that its over but you pretend to be numb and insensitive. you are blind and deaf.. you don't care.. you tried regaining strength, but you are too weak.. your slowly killing yourself..and you don't mind at all..

You go on with your life but paranoia has settled inside your brain... you let others think that your strong and you tell them whatever happens you will stand by your man/girl. ..you ignore what they say.. you defend your partner..protecting him/her with all your might... its like "its you and me against the world" kind of thing..

Then your partner wakes up one morning completely different.. he/she doesn't care anymore.. he/she will find excuses and starts to come up with stupid lies just to cover his/her feelings.. the coldness of your partner will bring chills to your spine.. and you chose to remain by his/her side..

You stay with your partner no matter what happens.. like a dog begging for his/her master to pet him. you tried to be extra sweet.. exert more effort and make him/her feel extra special.. but nothings changed.. she/he dumps you for no reason..

Your world shatters in front of you.. you cry your heart out..you spend endless nights getting sober and feeling sorry for your self..as you lay down to sleep..you are hoping that you die soon..

Suddenly you wake up..confused.. you end up walking in a dark rocky road.. you kept walking and searching for your greatest love.. you see a light...a lil hope came rushing inside you..you started running towards it.. and when you reach then end..you find yourself in the arms of another person.. you think and wonder..you ask yourself.."who is this person? is he/she the one?".. but when you feel contentment and security in the person's arms.. you smile and tell yourself..everything will be alright... you forgive and forget... you leave the pain behind and let love carry you as you move to the next chapter of your life....

ciao!ciao!