Thursday, April 3, 2008

Once upon a lesbian story...

Mom never asked me why I started liking girls..she thought that its just a phase that I'm going through and sooner or later ill get over it..(but after several years... she eventually accepted the fact that I am gay)..
I was a straight girl when I was in high school.. I studied in a coed school and had allot of boy...friends.. I had some boy crushes that time.. I adore athletic boys..
Most of the boys back then assumed that I was a tomboy because I played basketball.. well.. I'm was just an ordinary teenager..I am not a head turner..I was very simple... I wear my hair in pony's..I don't use makeup.. or wear girly clothes...

It was my barkada who introduced me to the "girly stuff".. they made me cut my hair..(layers!).. they told me to shave my eyebrows..to put a Lil powder on my face and they taught me how to apply lip gloss too..

After graduation.. my barkada and I parted ways.. I ended up studying in a coed school somewhere in quezon city where girls out numbered the boys..(it was an exclusive school before).. and this is where my life started to change..

When I became I varsity player.. I met allot of lesbians.. I'm not really familiar with the term "butch".."sb".."femmes" that time..all I know is they act like guys and they don't like guys.. he he.. I was cool with there preference and I like hanging out with them..

To make the story short...I began to get curious.. and so..I tried it..my first girlfriend was my teammate.. the relationship only lasted for a month.. why? It was complicated..I guess..but after that.. I jumped from lesbian relationship..to another relationship..

Moving along..After all heartaches that Ive experienced..girls breaking my HEART! I decided to change directions..I tried having a relationship with a guy..It was an interesting experience.. but it didn't last...why? its complicated...(i think i already used this line awhile ago.. he he!)...

I tried getting out from the circle.. I tried to become a straight woman.. but in the end.. I landed straight in the hands of a wonderful butch.. We've been together for almost a year and a half.. and I must say.. I am one happy and contented femme as of the moment....




ciao!ciao!

2 comments:

Landlady of Fat said...

My how we do love them butches! :P

Congrats on the good relationship AND the fact that your mom finally accepted that your gay.

I'm still waiting for mine. :)

Anonymous said...

Well,I feel touched by your story.
Coming out is not easy.
"Just feel easy to be yourself, then everything will be better."
My lesbian friends tell me like this...
Good luck, lucky girl!