A letter from a broken hearted girl..

Dear You,

I guess words cannot express the dolefulness that I am feeling inside. The ail that you have given and the love that you wasted still haunts me. The foundation that we built together, the time and the effort... the trust and respect we have for each other..even our friendship..all gone.. =(

its so harrowing..but i know you don't feel the same way..

You may not imagine how heavyhearted i am right now.
you, who i thought would be my prince, my saviour and my darling. you, who uttered sweet nothings in my ear, promising your undying love. you, who promised to be faithful and honest.. broke my heart into a gazillion of pieces..

Now, where all the promises gone?tell me..

After all we've been through, you chose to let go of my hand, you chose wander around without me by your side, you played with my heart and left me hanging. you've squelch my soul and my entire being.

I suffered for so many nights. crying my heart out and getting drunk. endless nights of blaming and hating myself for loving you too much and giving you everything. how i wish i can remove you from my memory so i wont suffer anymore.

Maybe in time i will forget you. i will leave the pain behind and start all over again. sooner or later my wounds will heal and ill be able to stand up and walk again. I solemnly pray for this nightmare to end. for the pain and hatred to go away and for me to finally forgive and forget.

You may be happy in the arms of another angel right now, but this i swear to you..

You will never find someone who will love you just the way I did.

Sincerly,

Me