Ive been bad..

I always thought I was a goody-goody when it comes to relationships. I never imagined myself crushing someone's heart. Hurting someone is the last thing that I wanted to do.

But I did, not only once but twice. I feel bad of course! All the drama and the pain is driving me nuts! People might think that I enjoyed every moment of it. Hell no! Seeing someone cry because I broke their heart sucks! I know sorry wouldn't make things easier and what ever I do to soften the blow, pain is still pain. But I really am sorry.

Love can make you do crazy things. I know. Been there, done that. And if I were given a chance to straighten the mess that I've done,I would. But its too late for everything. The only thing that I need to do now is move forward and make sure not to make the same mistakes again.

I guess Santa wont be giving me any present this Christmas cause Ive been a bad girl...