I cannot feel anything. I am numb all over. It's like there's a blockage in my heart that causes my nerves to be paralyze. I cannot feel pain. I cannot express happiness. Nothing at all.
My mind is telling me to let go, to let it be. But my heart is trying to overwrite what has been set. All I am seeing is black and blue and my eyes are all dried up. While everybody is asking, I am pretending that I am perfectly fine. I make them believe that I can handle everything. Can I? Such a hypocrite.
I plaster a smile in face just to let everybody know I am okay. But every time I remember the things that I've done. The heart that I broke. The trembling voice and tears in her eyes. It makes me wanna die. Too much pain.
My body is starting to numb now. Breath. Breath. I cannot feel anything again. I want this to stop. But how? I cant figure out a solution.
This is all my fault. I deserve it.
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