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They say its easy to fall in love.
They say its easy to be in a commitment.
They say its easy to feel love,
To embrace love,
To accept love and hold on to it.

And I say..

I dont believe in love at first sight.. I am not the type of person who would fall for someone right away.. I am not numb.. just tough i guess.. People say that i cant be pleased easily.. They're wrong.. I am a very appreciative person.. I am happy when people do nice things for me.. I may not smile a lot.. I may be sarcastic all the time.. FYI, I am human.. I feel happiness too.

I admit that I used to be impulsive when it comes to love. Thought It was magic, I would utter the words " I love you".. Not even thinking if I am really sure of what I feel. Then, when reality comes sinking in, I then realize that it wasn't love but rather just infatuation.

A lot of people broke my heart too. I did a lot of stupid things because of love.Getting drunk, all the cursing and crying. Drama baby! So don't call me lucky, because I also experienced pain..

Mind you, I am not bitter nor a love-hater. I just believe that everything has its own time. No rushing as what I always say. Its better to take one step at a time rather than take a plunge without even thinking if its gonna workout or not.

They say its easy to fall in love.
They say its easy to be in a commitment.
They say its easy to feel love,
But its hard to find someone to love you for what you are and what you are not...