Wednesday, February 15, 2012

For my friends!

It's been months now and I totally feel I am a changed person. I got hurt, got mad and said things that I should have not said before.. but I learned a lot.

For sometime, I became anti social, not comfortable mingling with others. All I wanted that time was to hide and be alone. Yes, I talk to a few people I trust, but that's it. I was a different person. I felt everyone was talking behind my back. Everyone was judging and criticizing me. What hurts the most is that some people whom I consider my friends did not bother asking me what happened. What's the real story. Paranoia kicked in and I felt so helpless.

As the sky cleared out and the sun rays starts hitting my face, I began to smile. I thought of the people who stayed with me even in the saddest moment of my life. I am thankful for there undying support. The people who protected me from those who wants to ruin my life. I am forever greatful for the efforts that they did to keep me from breaking down.

I am better now. I have learned the true meaning of friendship. One thing I have realized is that I dont need lots of friends to make my life complete. I would rather have a couple of friends that I know I can consider for keeps.

Thank you guys.. :)

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