Tuesday blues..still thinking about you..

your giving me a lot of reasons not to like you,
every thing you try to tell me makes me wonder,
if you already know that I like you or maybe,
youre just too busy to notice me at all

all those words lingering in my head,
i know,
i get it,
you're not interested, that's what you've always said
And yes I know I do not possess the qualities you're looking in a girl
I do not meet your standards,
You just see me as one of your superior,
One of the boys, a friend

The people around me tells me to just enjoy the feeling,
Just let it be,
But I have learned the art of control,
Because the more I enjoy it,
The more it grows
I don't want to end up getting hurt,

I know its not your fault,
and I will never blame you,
I will never get mad at you,
Guess bottom line is,
I just want this feeling to fade away,
before I end up falling in love with you..