I wanna..

I wanna go to:

1. Camiguin
2.Palawan
3. Boracay
4. Bohol (again)
5. Davao
6. Zamboanga
7.Camsur
8.Potipot
9.Anawangin (kahit ayoko mag camping)
10. Laiya Batangas
11.Bukidnon (kahit ayoko mag zip line)
12.Dapitan
13.Capiz
14.Ilocos/Vigan
15.Bicol
16.Sagada
17.Benguet
18.Iloilo
19.Pagudpod
20.Hundred Islands (again)
21.Cebu (again)
22. Pampanga
23. Baguio
24. Bataan
25.Subic

26. Batanes
27.Malaysia
28.Singapore
29. Hongkong
30. Macao
31. Dubai
32. Hawaii
33.Guam
34.Spain
35. Australia

36.Camnorte

37.Puerto Gallera (again)

Things I wanna do but I'm too chicken to even try:

1. Scuba diving
2.Bungee jumping
3.Zip line
4.Para sailing
5.roller coaster ride
6.ferriswheel ride
7.Riding a hot air balloon
8. Horseback riding
9. Cebu-"The Walk"
10. Go on camping

I wanted to be one:


1. I wanna be a basketball player

2. I wanna be a rock star
3. I wanna be a lawyer
4. I wanna be a model
5. I wanna be a karate expert
6. I wanna be a singer
7. I wanna be a writer
8. I wanna be a dancer
9. I wanna be stylist
10. I wanna rich and famous

This is it!

Isa sa mga pangarap kung puntahan.. mapupuntahan ko na! Limang tulog na lang.. Wednesday palang mag iimpake na ako. ... Hindi ganon ka fancy ang place.. Malamang hindi maeexcite ang ibang tao..Pero first time ko! At excited ako.. Mindoro Sling, matitikman naden kita..

Swimwear: CHECK

Sinelas: CHECK

Bag: CHECK

The sun.. The sand.. and The TAN LINES..

I can't wait :D

Galing sa kaibigan kung web designer. :-)

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Astig no?

its sooo jam...

wHaT I aM maDe OF.. :)

Fwends...

Friend

An acquaintance; A comrade;Someone you like and trust.

They say no man is an island, that is true. I have lots of friends. Childhood friends, schoolmates, people I met online, office mates, friend of an ex that became close to me. People who became part of my own little world. Laughed with me, cried with me and built memories with me.

There are three things life has thought me about friends. One, I've learned that there are seasonal friends and there are friends for keep. People come and go. I know. Friends who stays and loves you in spite and despite of your differences,back you up when you need help, gives you the last piece of kfc friend chicken even though she/he are starving, those are for keeps.

Second, Sometimes we need to choose our friends. Some can be nice to you when you re with them but when you re not looking, they'll stab you to death. There are lots of bitches in our world, so we have to be cautious.

Third, Life thought me not to fall in love with your friend. The mere fact that you are in the same circle, you share the same set of friends and that you are so close to being best buddies. Just think of it, once the relationship ends, its gonna be a hell of a roller coaster for the both of you and the circle that you re in. One may leave the circle.of course there will always be the classic "taking sides"(you know what I mean). Stories passed around like who's fault is it or if there was another party involve. Too much drama, I cannot handle it.

Hey I am not saying the I am a perfect friend to all. I too have my own dilemmas and dramas. I have flaws and an attitude the some may not understand unless they know me. I may not always be around for those who is in need or give the last piece of kfc friend chicken to a friend that's hungrier than me (we share). One thing for sure is I can be real to those who are real to me.

Araw mo ngayon..

REGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY..

Thanks for the friendship! Long live TATAMONS...

LOVE YAH ANAK....

Jam speaks about his father..

Did you know that Facebook can actually ruin a person's day?

I was checking my facebook account when I came across my biological father's page. He is in Manila right now, attending the graduation of my half sister.

I suddenly felt pain rushing inside me. I wanted to meet him personally. You know the Hi-I'm-your-first-daughter-kindda-thing (FYI he knows me, I know him). I made an effort to schedule a meet up when I was in CDO with the help of my mom's good friend/distant relative but he was not that cooperative. Okay, so giving the benefit of the doubt, I assumed that since he is a newly elected counselor he might be very busy. But hell, I was only asking a moment of his time and he didn't give it to me. Selfish. It's not like I am going to invade his life or ruin his family. Formality, that's what I told mom when she asked me why I wanted to meet him.

Going back, It just hurts to face the fact that he never really cared. Did I mention that he never even tried to communicate with me even once. Hello, I'm like turning 28 this September. Yes, ladies and gents I'm almost 28 and I have never met my dad.

I admit that I am angry at him for not having the balls to at least explain what had happened before. Why he turned his back on us. Why he abandoned us.

At this very moment I am starting to develop hatred against him. All I wanted is to meet him and know more about him. He already broke my heart many times. He doesn't CARE. I guess, I'll have to deal with that. But I am hoping one day he would realize everything. One day, when his old and can barely walk, he would remember that there was a child born last September 5, 1983 and that child is also her daughter.

Kame date.. kayo ngayon..

Nagbrobrowse ako nang mga pictures sa FB. Nag checheck nang mga taong nakalink sa mga kaibigan ko. Napaisip ako. Ang dami na palang lesbyana sa Pilipinas. Pabata nang pabata. Mapoporma. Gwapo kung titingnan. kanya kanya sila nang clan o grupo. Pati mga femme nag kalat. Ang dami na den palang nakikipag-on sa lesbyana ngayon. Naisip ko tuloy, ganon den ba ako 10 years ago?

Base sa experience ko hindi pa ganon ka bulgar o ganon ka dami ang mga butch at femme. Well madami nga, pero hindi tulad ngayon. At karamihan nang nakikilala ko alam ko may substance.My personality.Kung baga sa packaging, completo.Well di naman lahat gwapo, pero alam mo na okay sila. Hindi jologs tingnan, hindi bastusin ang mga femme. No offense, opinion ko lang sa mga pausbong na femme at butch ngayon. Mas mahalaga sakanila ang porma at ichura.

Minsan natambay ako sa may taft, isa sa mga hot spots nang mga lesbyana lalo na pag weekends. Attack of the lesbians! Lahat nang ichura, kulay, size na lesbyana makikita mo. Kung sweswertehin ka ay makikita mo may nag rarambulan pa. Ang mga femmes naman, more more kulerete sa muka. Dress to kill. Nagmistulang parang street party ang likod nang Lasalle sa dami nang mga lesbyanang naka tamboy. Nahiya ako sa suot kung black tank top at white shorts. hahaha. parang fashion victim ako. Infairness nakakatuwa silang pagmasdan. Nakakaaliw.

Nung nag punta naman ako sa isang exclusive party sa Malate (niyaya kame nang barkada ko). Kamusta naman talaga. Ako ata ang pinaka matangkad na femme nun (5'6). Kasama ko pa ang aking dateng special friend na butch (5'10 ata? o 11 sya). Twin tower? Mostly mga tao don hangang tenga o balikat ko lang. Giants? Masaya silang panoorin habang nag hihiyawan sila dahil my dance competition na nagaganap sa labas, pero napag tanto ko na hindi ko trip ang ganong crowd. Para akong nag mumurang kamatis.

Siguro kaya ako ganito dahil tumatanda na ako. Iba na kase ang priorities ko sa buhay. Iba na ang trip. Yes, I also go out with my lesbian friends. I drink, get drunk and party till the sun comes out. Hindi ko mapaliwanag pero iba lang siguro ang kinagisnan kung circle. Wild pero hindi naman ung super extreme. Madami den namang players non pero hindi naman bulgaran. Ang mga pampam, loner.. hindi pinapansin.. Sa chat, never akong nakakita nang mag post na " i need a gf anyone single?" or "hanap ka-on". Mas pines.. mas discreet..Iba ang takbo nang pakikipag relasyon noon.

Eto ay opinion ko lang naman. Hindi ko sinasabi na lahat nang bagong generation na lesbian ay katulad nang nasabi kung description. Eto lahat ay base sa obserbasyon ko, nakikita ko, napupuna.




Im getting older, Im getting wiser. Naginging conservative na ako (yak). Manang effect! amft! Pero seriously speaking, matured na ako mag isip sa madaming aspeto. Kaya siguro ganito ko icompare ang mga tomboy noon at ngayon..