Episode V ( When pain began sinking in..)

After Trish found out the real deal between Banky and Dodong.. Her world shattered in front of her.. Mixed emotions came rushing inside her body.. Pain,sorrow,pity and betrayal..

Trish : (mala-monologue ang dateng..)

"Yo era una novia buena.. Yo era loyal..understanding..loving..patient..but él todavía rompía mi corazón .. no en dos .., pero en unos pedazos gazillion.. Lo amo tanto.. Él es la única razón por qué todavía vivo .. él es mi luz, mi alegría, mi fuerza.. Le di todo.. Ingerí mi orgullo.. Me cambié debido a él.. Pero él decidió abandonarme.. Él se alejó sin el hasta aspecto.. Ahora soy solo.. El temblor .. gritando ... solo..solo...solo..Nooooooooo"

"I was a good girl friend.. I was loyal..understanding..loving..patient..but he still broke my heart.. not into two..but into a gazillion pieces.. I love him so much.. He is the only reason why I am still living.. he is my light, my joy,my strength.. I gave him everything.. I swallowed my pride..I changed because of him.. But he chose to leave me.. He walked away without even looking.. Now I am alone.. Shivering..crying...alone..alone..alone.. NOOOOOOOHH!!"

Trish couldnt take the pain anymore... Lalong lalu na nang kita nya ang bagong girlfriend ni Dodong.. She can't believe na ang tulad nyang magandang dilag.. Pagapapalit sa isang mukang Dalag!

Pinagmasdan ni Trish ang kanyang sarili nya sa salamen.. Walang syang makitang mali sa kanyang katauhan.. Mala porcelana ang kanyang kutis.. Mapupula ang labi..Makinis ang muka at maganda ang ngipin.. Bigla sya napaluha..

Trish: (umiiyak) Panu na ako ngyon? my god 4 years.. 4 years yun.. tpos itatapon na lang nya basta basta! Hindi nya ba alam ang 3 months rule? Hindi nya ba alam na ang tao.. para lang sa tao.. bat mukhang halamang dagat ang ipinagpalit nya sakin! unfair sya! unfair!

Out of the blue, Biglang may sumagi sa isip ni Trish.. Tila may demonyong bumulong sakanya na gawen ang bagay na iyon.. Gulong gulo ang kanyang isip..She can't think straight anymore..Nagpasya syang isulat muna ang kanyang nararamdaman bago nya tuluyang pag desisyunan kung kailangan na nyang mag paalam sa mundong ibabaw..

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To be continued..