I do not know which way I should go..
I am already 27 years old and I still act like a kid most of the time.
All I wanted is to be successful in everything that I do.
Ive been struggling all my life to find the right path, to have a perfect life.
The last thing I wanna do is commit a mistake that would hurt other people.
I cry alone. I embrace my problems alone. I pretend that I can handle things my way.
It challenges me when I meet someone more dominant than me.
I easily get frustrated when I don't get what I want or when things don't turn out the way it should be.
I'm broken in the inside.
I found love, once..twice..thrice. But I only fell in love twice.
I love having lots of friends. But I only have a couple whom I consider as friends for keeps.
I am a very loud person. I curse. I consider criticizing other people fun.
People think that I am a very strong person basing on the advices that I normally give them, but honestly I am weak. The persona that I am showing them is just a way to show them that I cant easily be torn apart. In that way they would not push me around or think that I am nobody.
They say as you grow old, you mature,
You learn from your mistakes and you grow from it.
I still commit the same mistakes.
I still consider myself an amateur in the game called life.
I hunger for contentment and total happiness.
I hunger for the real meaning of life.
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