The adventure of JAMIWOOPS

Monday, October 26, 2009

Ive been bad..

I always thought I was a goody-goody when it comes to relationships. I never imagined myself crushing someone's heart. Hurting someone is the last thing that I wanted to do.

But I did, not only once but twice. I feel bad of course! All the drama and the pain is driving me nuts! People might think that I enjoyed every moment of it. Hell no! Seeing someone cry because I broke their heart sucks! I know sorry wouldn't make things easier and what ever I do to soften the blow, pain is still pain. But I really am sorry.

Love can make you do crazy things. I know. Been there, done that. And if I were given a chance to straighten the mess that I've done,I would. But its too late for everything. The only thing that I need to do now is move forward and make sure not to make the same mistakes again.

I guess Santa wont be giving me any present this Christmas cause Ive been a bad girl...

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Chasing Pavements

I've made up my mind,Don't need to think it over,if I'm wrong I am right,Don't need to look no further,This ain't lust,i know this is love but,

If i tell the world,I'll never say enough,Cause it was not said to you,And thats exactly what i need to do,If i'm in love with you,

Should i give up,Or should i just keep chasing pavements?Even if it leads nowhere,Or would it be a waste?Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?Should i give up,Or should i just keep chasing pavements?Even if it leads nowhere

I'd build myself up, And fly around in circles,Wait then as my heart drops,and my back begins to tinglefinally could this be it

Monday, August 10, 2009

Missing blogspot..

Its been awhile since I visited my blog. As you all know, Ive been very busy. The fact that I have to work atleast 12 hours a day. Working as one of the support people is a though job...Puros work, minsan lang ang play..hehe.. Pero Im still the same Jham.. crazy as ever.. I missed blogging..dito ko lang nasasabi lahat nang nararamdaman ko.

Kayo naman mga friends ko dito, kamusta na kaya kayo?

Nasaan na ba?

Minsan mapag laro talaga ang tandhana.. pinapaikot tayo nang panahon.. inuuto nang bawat pag kakataon.. Noong una akala mo ok na ang lahat.. walang bahid nang kamalian.. punong puno nang saya at ligaya.. Ni minsay d sumagi sa isip mong matatapos den pala ang lahat.. ngungit biglang magigising ka isang umaga na wala ka nang maramadaman.. Mga matatamis na ngiting binalot nang kalungkutan.. Mga katanungan hindi masagot.. Sakit na di malaman laman kung san nag simula..

Pilitin man ayusin ang gusot na hindi mo namalayang unti unti nang sumisira sa pundasyong nyong binuo nang pag mamahal at pag uunawa ay di na maayos ayos. Gustuhin mo mang magsimula ulet,Kalimutan ang lahat at isipin ang kinabukasan. Ngunit ang hirap nitong gawin.. Unti unti nang nababalot ang katauhan mo nang dilim at pag nanais na kumawala.. Lumisan.. Ang pagibig na dateng nag babigay sayo nang buhay ay biglang nag laho.. nag lahong parang bula..

Masakit tanggapin ang katotohanang wala nang naiwan, wala nang naitabi kahit karampot na pag mamahal na maaring bumuo ulit nang isang pagsasamamang lalong pagtitibay nang panahon. Wala nang ngiti, wala nang malalagkit na tinginan at walang nang mga halik na nakakabaliw.. Wala na..

Ano nga ba ang nangyare? Kahit ako hindi ko maipaliwanag.. Masakit, oo.. Nakakalungkot, oo.. Anu na lang ang natira? Mga alaala nang kahapong kay ganda.. Mga masasayang larawan marahil ngayon ay kupas na.. Ang pag ibig na noon kung anong sarap at tamis ay napalitan nang sakit at hinagpis..

Wala na... nawala na..